I will always be that one person you will be grateful forever.
I would never be the one who was promised the moon and stars.
I would never be the one who had a 1st of many things with you.
I would never be the one who always misses you.
I would never be the one who is ready to fight the odds to just to be with you.
I would never be the one who gets comforted when you speak even if it is always only through text.
I would never be the one to whom you said you ll never leave and will always be with me.
I would never be that fool who always wants to meet you and keeps asking you shamelessly.
I would never be that girl who’s voice you hate so much that you can’t even say hello.
I would never be the dimwitted person who still some where thinks you are interested in her.
I would never be that idiotic hypocrite who advices the world big things but fails to listen to herself.
I would never be that dreamy person who is so invested in this illusion of relationship while you are well protected of any commitment.
I would never be the fool to whom you said you want to take things seriously but changed over night and said no “it’s for your best” and just washed off his hands.
I would never be that so called “Best Friend” of yours.
I would never be the one who instantly replies to your messages while you take your time and respond to protect yourself.
I would never be the one who is so crazily attached to you that any disagreement I would fold in because I am afraid of losing you but fact is you are already lost.
I would always be the one who helped you when needed.
Nothing more or less than that!!

In our lives whom and what we choose as priority is very important.. basically everything depends on it – our day to day life, thoughts , our actions,  whom or what we choose to do with our time – everything depends on our priorities. 
Now, being on the priority list in someone’s life is very special , not everyone s blessed or cursed to be like that.  Blessing is of course you get the attention n curse is of course you need to return the same.
Now, being nobody’s priority is sad but also not having anyone as priority is best ! You need not answer or ask questions..  Life is simple !
When a person chooses to lose their self respect over this so called “priority” , Is it really worth it ?? I am genuinely concerned on tat person’s ability to prioritize things and ppl in life then.
It’s funny how priorities change with time , some ppl show so much of importance to you in the beginning n gradually its jus vanished and I wonder how tats possible… shouldn’t the bond grow stronger day by day?!  I guess it works different with different species n in different planet.
One should always prioritize themselves over everything. This need not be put under the label of “selfishness” rather “self care” . Just the core of yourself should not be lost coz of someone else . It can be improved for better but never compromised. End of the day the question is bound to come what has the other person done for you in return ?! We humans talk great about unconditional love but tat does not exist among us .. we are very transactional and inspite of that you can sense traces of unconditional love but that is very rare !!

I am a Hopeless romantic , who wishes to fall in love at first sight or wants to fall in love with her best friend !!
I am a Hopeless romantic, who wishes for a man who would listen to everything I say and neva get bored of my voice !!
I am a Hopeless romantic , who wishes to admire the sunrise , sunset, star gaze together in silence while we live in the moment n fall in love all over again !!
I am a Hopeless romantic, who wishes to groove to every beat that is close to my heart with you, my love !!
I am a Hopeless romantic, who wishes to fight with you over silly little things so that you can pacify me with your sweet talks !!
I am a Hopeless romantic, who wishes to share all my dreams and know yours too so that we get to live them together !!
I am a Hopeless romantic, who wishes to fulfill all my fantasies completely with him alone !!
I am a Hopeless romantic, who wishes for a man who brings my inner child out and makes me feel comfortable in my own skin !!
I am a Hopelss romantic, who wishes to continue to dream all of the above to come true but reality strikes like a lightning and wakes me up !!
Love is living in the moment , living in the present .Love is being yourself with each other and completely living the reality and still loving  !!
I am a Hopeless romantic,  who wishes for all those who grew up watching “rom-com” to wake up to the reality and experience love in everything the world has to offer and not expecting it from only one Human !!

Destiny is a funny word – some believe in it and others make fun of it and secretly hope it to be true. I for one truly believe in Destiny.

I also believe we meet people in our life because one way or the other they have a part or say a role to play in our lives. There are people who come into our life like a ray of sunshine to give us hope and restore faith in things we thought was long lost with the wind.

They may not last till the end or even the way they came crashing into our life would have been disastrous but their stay how much ever long it lasted was blissful. Very rare we meet people who leave us with a bittersweet feel. You may not meet them again or even if you do it may not be the same but the time you spent and the person you were with them -that change- it remains with you to cherish.

And I believe Destiny takes care of everything- who comes, stays/leaves and the after effects of it. Blessed are those who get to meet the ones who belong to the Afterglow league who still shines even after leaving. Be the afterglow in everyone’s life you meet for that is the least one can do as a Human.

Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder they say.
But I have always wondered why is there so much of importance given to our physical appearances in this world ?!
Why is it so difficult for people to get to know a person and then call them beautiful rather than just look at the person and say “Yeah she/he looks beautiful!!”
It’s not the skin , eyes , nose , smile, hair or even the structure of the body that’s considered as beauty rather it’s the act of the person.
Beauty is when someone helps you without anything in return with a smile !!
Beauty is where someone looks after you to make sure you are comfortable and safe !!
Beauty is simply when someone just sits next to you and listens to you !!
Beauty is when in middle of an argument instead of proving one’s point they just keep quiet to save a relationship !!
Beauty is also when someone raises their voice to protect you !!
Beauty is everything but just looks !!
Beauty is the way a person lives and treats their fellow beings in this world!!
None of us have seen our “creator- The God” but we all believe it’s our parents and to everyone of us they are the most beautiful beings in this world irrespective of the way they “look” !!
Beauty lies in the beholder’s eyes they say and I pray one day we see beyond what our naked eyes could see.

We human beings have one thing in common that binds us together – Love.
And everyone would have experienced their 1st love,  the love which might have come wen we were as young as a person who doesnt even know the meaning of love or a person who is in constant search of love.

So why is 1st love so important and memorable , it is so because they are so innocent like a flower blossoming.  So pure and so naive tat the very thought of it wud bring a smile on your face.

It is so mystical initially, you do not recognize its presence and the crazy things it makes your mind do like a song tat starts playing in your head wen you meet tat person eye to eye or tat “butterflies in stomach” feel wen they are talkng to you. All the love songs in the radio would be sincerely dedicated to just one person.

It’s that stage of life where you feel that you are invincible with just tat one person beside you , where you feel tat person is the only source of your happiness and they complete you.

Love has its value when its unconditional , 1st love is alwys treasured by everyone coz it is always unconditional and innocent. It’s an hidden memory that brings the bittersweet sensation in our heart that would be cherished foreva.

Those were days all that we were worried about was whether our note books are up to date and not torn like how are hearts are now…
So carefree that we would let our thoughts and hearts fly free in the air without any worry about what the other person would think .. Now we are bound to think twice or even a zillion times to make sure there is no “World War 3”..
Our crushes or “love of life” was so pure and naive that we would fall for a person who would help us out in our home work or who shares their chocolates with us … Now we all look out for someone who is genuine and kind hearted who would share their heart with us for that’s jus a character in movies..
Those were the days when our world’s worst heartbreak was fixed easily with a ice cream your dad gets you or that favorite dish your mom makes to bring tat glow in your face … Now we all hide that heartbreak behind a smile for thats less painful..
We are still the same person why the change then … with time things change they say but why change the Real You .. Change is the only constant thing… There are many things to change but do not ask that Kid at heart to change … We all need that to stay young and genuinely happy.. Fix that frown with an ice cream and Smile .. Enjoy life like a Child with that Carefree spirit..

You came without an invitation , with a smile that’s so contagious which made your eyes glow with so much love.. love for me .. smile for me .. You made me feel so secured and so loved… a stranger who came uninvited..
You are like this lost memory , an erased love story which I yearn to make my own..
You are so perfect in my land , I fear the reality might bring out your TRUE colours which I am unaware..
You are just a Dream , a Dream that keeps me awake night long wishing it was true.. Maybe that’s a person whom you call as a Dreamer..

Sometimes when life does not turn out the way we want it , it jus screws up our mind.. When the most unexpected news is heard we feel like a freaking Dinosaur just stomped your heart – tat heaviness in your heart the way your entire body sinks into a blackhole is the worst feeling ever.. how can one ever get out of it .. how can one ever become normal after that… ppl say life is all about moving on , time heals everything.. time is one freaking tricky thing .. it does not erase things in your mind but jus wears out your strength in thinking about somethin..
You are hit the 1st time , you get up .. face the world .. wen you are hit 2nd time yes u manage to stumble  n stand again but the 3rd time unexpected yet again … well that’s a new thing .. not very experienced in knowing how to deal with tat …
Ppl say do a reality check before losing your mind to futile things.. who doesnt like a Fairytale , living a dream .. but reality check is needed everytime in our life esp when you dont know how to face things in life.. ask “what if” questions to yourself.. if the answer leads to the same thing tat it ll be a dream then it doesnt exist .. it’s not real…
When you feel your whole life is fallen apart in different directions you rlly dont understand what’s happening.. you rlly wish someone wud jus wake u up n say its jus a dream … But wen it’s real what to do next .. how to face it .. how to pretend like everything is fine … one rlly cant pretend for too long … n this is where Reality check comes in..
Check if it’s all worth it .. is this all tat takes to actly bring you down .. are you such a weakling tat this is it … Double check on things…if things were meant to go on the way you  want it to .. will you actly be happy then .. wouldn’t ther be glitches .. wouldn’t ther be a “Too Good To be True” situation… let’s face it . Its life..  things dont happen the way we want it .. it jus happens and we live it the way we want to ..
ther is more to this life than this.. if we fall now n not get up then how to face bigger prbs… well we dont get to decide size and time of the PRB .. all we get to decide is how we re going to face it …
If love doesnt happen now then it’s okay its meant to not happen .. If money doesnt happen now then it ll happen again soon .. life shud happen coz that’s a gift from God .. it’s not some man made object.. Humans are mere pawns in this game … these prbs,  heartbreaks,  broken both the soul n the bank will always be ther… cant afford to fall for this ..
This is not the 1st heartbreak .. but this will be the 1st heartbreak where you ll pretend everything is fine..  pretend .. pretend so hard that you ll start believing it’s TRUE… move on .. ther is absolutely nothing left.. Money , Fame , Love all are subject to one thing – how our freaking mind looks at it .. There is no Heart .. it’s always the mind tat plays everything.. Heartjus pumps the blood ..
Let’s just take a deep breath Inhale all your worries each and everything and exhale all of it out each and everything.. It’s alright.. this too shall pass… Time will indeed heal things .. your mind will worn out in thinking about the current situation.. future awaits with more surprise or shocks.. jus be prepared to face it with a smile for everything depends on your mind ..

Why does my heart feel heavy n beats more wen you are near.. Is it coz heart knows wat it wants once it sees it or is it jus another silly mishap..

Why does my fav song starts playing from no where wen my eyes meet yours.. Is it coz you are the rhythm to my music or is it jus tat my mind s crazy..

Why do I feel like sharing everything with you.. Is it coz I wanna share my life with you or jus another person to share things with..

Why do I dream about you every single night … Is it coz you are always in my mind or jus another blurry image in my sleep …

Why is it that though I know the answer to all my “whys” I keep asking the same question again.. is it coz I don’t want to accept the truth or still forming the sentence for the same ..

You are the only answer to all My questions but it will neva be directed at You !!